Nomad-Flow

I haven't said much in a while

I haven't had much to say

I smoke weed a lot lately (never did when i was younger) as a way to deal with how fucking stressed out, depressed, scared, bitter and just outright psychotic I am lately. It helps to let me actually feel. to cry or laugh or talk etc. I've also been using it to help me write. im noticing that the poetry isnt better (worse in most cases) but that I feel more of an emotional release when I'm writing it. like the words arent poetic but they are indeed saying what im thinking and feeling more accurately. it's just not as pleasant to read lol. Weed isnt making my art better, but it's making the art be more helpful to me